Last Thoughts
The Darkness comes
My thoughts disappear
Nobody knows that I'm here
Will I die
Or will I be saved
Will I live to see another day
Will I parish just like that
And leave not a trace
Or my sadness behind
Will they ever learn the truth
Of how I felt; What I've done
Will they miss me, or will they not
Will they even know I'm gone
I guess not or they'd be here now
They'd try to stop me
From doing this somehow
My final words slip from my mouth
As my soul leaves as quiet as a mouse
Okay...?
Silent tears
Unseen pain
Rumbling thunder
Laughing rain
Hidden sorrow
No tomorrow?
Unspoken words
Undying hate
I hide myself
Beneath a mask of okayness
Don't lift it away
You might not like what you see
Am I okay?
Am I make believe?
Am I real?
Will I be okay...?
What is okay but a simple word
That has lost all meaning
And decayed...
So how can I be okay...?
This is my last goodbye by sharp-and-pointies, literature
Literature
This is my last goodbye
Damnit, I'm crying again.
Yes, it's because of you.
I promised myself I wouldn't think of you again, that I wouldn't let you ruin my life this time like you did wen you left. Yet somehow, you continue to find your way into my thoughts, whether I do something intentional to trigger it, or someone else mentions you. You're always here.
Do I want you here?
I tell myself no.
But the answer is really yes.
Only, I want you here with me, not just in my thoughts.
I don't want you to be just a memory anymore.
I want you to be in my arms.
I keep remembering the first time you took me in your arms...well...pinned me to the floor, acutally.
I w
A Pediatrician, a Lawyer, and a Catholic Priest were all together on a plane when all of a sudden the plane starts going down.
The Pediatrician yells out "Save the children!"
The Lawyer yells "Fuck the kids!"
And the Priests yells out "Do we have enough time?"
Current Residence: In a computer chair Favourite genre of music: Christian MP3 player of choice: Cassette Players Favourite cartoon character: Bugs Bunny! Personal Quote: What do you want me to say? That I'll stop? I can't stop! I can't stop being who I am
[x] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend
[x] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[x] Your parents are still married.
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.
[] There is a swimming pool in your backyard.
T 0 T A L: 5
[x] You dress how you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[x] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[] You have never been beaten up.
[] You never cry more than twice a month.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[x] Your room is big enough for you.
[x] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to a concer
[x] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend
[x] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[x] Your parents are still married.
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.
[] There is a swimming pool in your backyard.
T 0 T A L: 5
[x] You dress how you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[x] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[] You have never been beaten up.
[] You never cry more than twice a month.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[x] Your room is big enough for you.
[x] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to a concer
[x] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend
[x] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[x] Your parents are still married.
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.
[] There is a swimming pool in your backyard.
T 0 T A L: 5
[x] You dress how you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[] You have never been beaten up.
[] You never cry more than twice a month.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[x] Your room is big enough for you.
[] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to a concert.
But it's just not as fun not to watch him when I blog. Well, if I blog today I won't be able to say that cause he's kind of behind me. But yeah. I can watch you now, bbaaaaaaby.